September 17, 2014


Protesters from across St Louis turned up and turned out for the first St Louis County Council Meeting since Mike Brown’s Death. (Part II)

The St Louis County Council meeting was a fiery afar, as residents from across the county demanded Darren Wilson’s arrest, answers for Mike Brown’s death, and expressed frustration at their own police force being turned on them like they were enemies of the state. #staywoke #farfromover

(via mercy-misrule)

September 16, 2014


Check out a goofy-assed song I made!

(Note: While this song doesn’t have an autotuned Randy Savage in it yet, that doesn’t mean it won’t)

September 16, 2014

I’m coming to realize that I may find repetition one of the most rich and juicy roots of humor. As evidence, I put forth these phrases that have made me laugh absurdly fucking hard recently:

  • "sometimes sexy lady touch another……….. can u believe touch lady touch………….." [though, source is complaining about misogynistic bisexuality-related BS]
  • "gender gender" [that one post, you know the one I mean]
  • "Splain feminism to feminists some more, fascinating manfeels man."

September 16, 2014












(via jadelyn)

September 16, 2014

Z: “I do wanna play videogames at some point, though.”

Me: “Okay! Lemme know if you want me to…[trails off]”

Me: [makes little hand-fluttering gesture]

Me: [hand-flutters to the left]

Me: [hand-flutters to the right]

Me: [hand-flutters back to the left again]

Me: [hand-flutters upwards]

Me: [does a little bobbing dance while hands are still in the air]

Z: [forlornly] “Please use words.”

September 16, 2014

antaresia replied to your post “I think I’m gonna end up abstaining from the internet again until at…”

im sorry you’re having to deal with that :( hope the hiatus helps and that you’re feeling better soon!

impromptuonedykedanceparty replied to your post “Happy Sunday, I have determined for sure that my neighborhood’s…”

Ohhhhh I’m sorry! Much love, will send extra helping of goblinite!


September 16, 2014

  • I successfully retrieved my undelivered mail from the Post Office yesterday and all this stuff with dealing with the local post is just such a clusterfuck that I’m now gonna have any packages I order sent to Z for me to nab when one of us visits the other
  • I have one more package coming today and would like to stop crying long enough for my face to clear up, self, please, so it won’t be awkward for the delivery person when I have to come out to sign for the package
  • My physical self-upkeep goals today consist entirely of, “Brush your teeth,” because if I do that much it will be an accomplishment and I will be proud of myself
  • I’m also really hoping I can get my ass in gear enough to finally find a new primary care physician because I really need a new doc for reasons that include I changed my mind, I want SSRIs, it’s gotten That Bad

September 14, 2014

Happy Sunday, I have determined for sure that my neighborhood’s standard mail carrier has a definite ongoing habit of not leaving delivery attempt slips when package delivery is attempted, so I have no idea attempts are even being made, and also they enter misinformation into the tracking number system that makes it extra fucking hard to get help at the post office (not that I can seem to get anything to happen from there anyway, which I totally don’t blame the local staff for; I’m sure the whole shebang is horribly inefficient on the inside beyond the absolute basics of what needs to happen for packages to get from point A to point B [and so, when that fails, whoop it all goes to shit and nobody can help me.]) The last time this happened, I was lucky enough that the carrier ran into my neighbor on the final delivery attempt and told him (????????) that the package could be picked up at the post office if I wanted it, only it apparently vanished into the fucking nether between then and the mailperson’s return to the post office because I went there later that day and the day after the day after and three days after that and after that and after that and as far as anyone can tell, it was never fucking held there for me, so to sum up there’s this bullshit happening that has a concrete negative impact on me that I can neither understand nor control so I’m just gonna keep hiding away for today and play Dwarf Fortress while intermittently retching into a bowl because my mental health is already thoroughly in the fucking shitter right now and I don’t know why this is going wrong too.

This has been your random update, hiatus ongoing.

September 12, 2014

I think I’m gonna end up abstaining from the internet again until at least tomorrow evening (24 HOURS SUCH ABSTINENCE) because I’m majorly brainsick right now and everything is making me shake and start crying, which I can’t really do right now because I’m going out to dinner and a play with my sister tonight and…I just can’t handle any extra stimulus. I can’t even handle the stimulus I’m already getting.


September 12, 2014

Good morning, it has been approximately two-and-a-half years since I thought to myself, “You know what would be cool and useful and satisfying? ‘Survival is the ultimate fuck you,’ tattooed sideways down my spine in loopy script,” and ever since, I’ve been consistently struggling between yes that would be lovely and the fact that having a swear word permanently in my skin sounds unwise. Still, though, I’m getting to the point where I’m just thinking of carrying a Sharpie (or something more water-resistant and less likely to get on everything else) around and asking whoever is around to censor it for me if I’m gonna be somewhere where it’s exposed in an all-ages environment or elsewhere where there are likely to be folks who’re uncomfortable with profanity. Could that work? I think that could work.